/it's all just one giant in joke/

we all have difficulties that must be overcome
so let us gambarimasa
and reach for that shining sun together!


--FRIENDS ONLY FROM 29th JUNE--
EXCEPT NOW IT KIND OF ISN'T WHUT

things I talk about in a list of 10:
1) Masa, every post
2) the PureBOYS, mostly Sato Yuichi and ex-PureBOY Baba Toru
3) Spencer Krug + all of his bands, Sunset Rubdown, Wolf Parade, Swan Lake and somuchmusic, I never turn it off
4) tenimyu + tenipuri + occasionally scans and DVD rips
5) constant picspam of my life, and often videos of me rambling about crap
6) me talking about being disabled and MOVING ON because sodighsoig man I hate walking sticks
7) idiotic polls
8) what I'm reading, which spans from fantasy to contemporary to old school Russian to biographies to erotic hardcore xxx
9) funny videos and pictures
10) did I mention Masa?

comment to be added and all that jazz~

-- have started translating Sato Yuichi's blog (he ships himself with various people odgih and says his brain is like a water flea) so let me know if you want in on that filter <3~

I finally got the emo hair I've always wanted. Hopefully it'll cut itself and save me some $$$

(also, thanks guys for your opinions on the dresses! Majority rules so I'll probably go A!)

( just gotta post this picture for the lolz )

Okay, okay I am writing this like, post of doom that will be awesome. I have a list with lots of points with great things to talk about, except after seeing a diseased car filled with mould and insects I have lost all motivation to finish it. Also, a cashier (male) talked to me about my tampon usage in relation to my size. Make the connection yourself. RL trolling!

instead, instead !



( such a fantastic meme that everyone should answer )

I had a huge surprise when I got some more comments on my anon confessional post. I think they might all be the same person (?) but oh my gosh, people should keep replying. This is my favourite post ever. Also, thanks for the ice cream pictures, whoever posted them. I um, don't get it, but okay!

sdhgosigi guys

the power hasn't been on much at all over the last few days because I'm living in a complete flood zone that was declared a natural disaster on Saturday ahaha

1) my mum sank her car and nearly drowned but was pulled to safety by the SES
2) so her car kind of FLOATED away and was recovered down the river
3) we got stuck in epic flood waters on the highway in my car some 10 hours later with about 15 other cars and we all had to reverse and go up this hill, directed by about five police officers
4) we got the last room in a dingy hotel and holed up there for a day because we couldn't get home
5) then when we did get home we got flooded in for two days -- we got 18 inches of rain in 12 hours
6) the power was off for most of it lmao I've been so booored

but yeah, I think things will get fixed a bit up today, the rain seems to be letting up a bit.

this haha basically says all that. Want to find pictures but my internet is capped. Anyway <33, should be back online proper soon. Gotta turn the internet back off in case the power shorts and then it'll destroy the modem.

Yesterday wasn't meant to be ~emo, so much as I have more fun at facebook, haha.

Had a great therapy session today. I have such a crush on her that I'm thinking I need to change therapists. I have this habit of starting to see someone and then the moment things get comfortable, I don't feel like I want to ruin what they think of me so I stop seeing them until things get so pressing I see someone else. But I'm really into Faye and she is still actually being supervised while she sees me. She's only 25 and yeah, while I can't open up to guys, I never actually want to ask them out for a drink after I tell them about my mother's suicidal problem haha.

( I'm in it for the lolz )

my facebook
or email - ohartemis@gmail.com

:)

um, lol whut????

yes, I understand completely.

(I am a twitterbug it is true, you can add me @towersofbig if you want, but I am kind of lame on there)


MY LIFE PASSION

shut up reposoir and kurayamihimitsu, you have no say in this matter!!!

the weirdest thing is that today I was hanging out at ontd_ai and amusing myself not being in a Japanese fandom for a little while. It was refreshing.

I am so out of sorts, please be posting me random things about yourself to distract me from my life :))

PS: and in case you were wondering about yesterday, OUJI DATES CHICKS WITH DICKS. That was Ito!

OH SNAP I JUST BOUGHT PATRICK WOLF TICKETS
OR MAYBE JUST TICKET BECAUSE I HAVE NO FRIENDS SO I AM GOING ON MY OWN HAHAHA

l'absinthe

This is one of my all time favourite paintings (I thought that the naked bath paintings might be a bit much to post here though haha). In fact, Degas is one of my favourite artists, up there with Edward Hopper and van Gogh. Everyone always expects me to be an Escher fan but if it's not an oil painting or ukiyoe the only real art I can get is Dali, haha. Anyway, I thought this might be an opportunity for people to geek out and share with me some pictures of their favourite artists! It doesn't necessarily have to be something retarded like I like, it could be in photography or animation or whatever interests you. Failing this, post a picture of someone devastatingly attractive and I'll be just as happy.

(Did I ever mention how much I geeked out in Japan and bought a beautiful 1821 ukiyoe original that I've been trying to buy a frame for? It's fucking gorgeous)

working really hard with physio & as such I am really exhausted all the time. quote me song lyrics and spam me baby animal pictures (I have a penchant for otters at the moment) so~

anon meme.

(special points for farmville references .....)

I'm wearing FLAT NORMAL SHOES ........

I am literally dying of happiness right now. Today I went out without a walking stick. And walked around. It was amazing, I can't even. I mean, my foot hurts like a mother fucker and I'm working really hard trying to strengthen it and it's a slow process but before it was maybe 10 steps of no walking stick. Now I can go for a few minutes and I feel like the claustrophobia that was clutching me before is loosening its hold just a little.

THEREFORE STUPID POLL.

Poll #1472752 Independent Woman
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 17

now that I am free of the disabled clutches I should .....

how many operations have you had??? experience in hospital out of 10???

the greatest thing about having a walking stick is ...

HOW GOOD IS IT THAT I'M FINALLY STARTING TO WALK AGAIN ....

so I have been listening to this band called Cloud Cult that is kind of a mix between The Polyphonic Spree, Tapes n Tapes and Gogol Bordello. Which actually, is a strange mix. It's been over 12 months since I've had real life friends to push music onto! I cut my iTunes back to 6000 today. I love doing that, I always find old gems that I haven't listened to in ages. I am not a huge fan of Daft Punk, in fact I don't like them much at all, but I feel that if I deleted them that somehow Gabby would find out and smite me from Sydney.

anyway, no one cares about my retard music talk haha. I need m3p3 to run again! boho, you still run that right? :D? :D? I will hopefully find someone who will listen to Italian orphan boy pop.

( baby/childhood pictures of meee )

Haha, I always tell people how awkward I was until I spread my wings and left the coup. But that's okay, because I am hot stuff now hahahaha. I was going to take a picture of my closet, but then I though I should probably er, clean it up first. My sister hid some alcohol in there and everything is EVERYWHERE.

I also feel bad that I haven't talked much about Masa lately, so here is a clip of Sun Will Shine Away from the PatiNight DVD, where he was wearing the infamous yellow pants! Feel free to share the link around, reupload it, do whatever.

Hope everyone is fantastic, I am feeling pretty good today! I mean, the internet is restarting tomorrow and for anyone who knew me before February when I gave up walking, I AM BACK BIKE RIDING. I did 20 minutes today of no resistance riding and then half an hour of light swimming. Oh my god, I'm so excited that I'm allowed to do this again. I'm absolutely exhausted but I feel GREAT. I made myself a giant banana and apple smoothie and ate a bowl of peaches and half a box of cereal to try and boost my energy and it totally WORKED.

Lol, I think half the population of moths are down my bra.

Discuss.

Poll #1468925 SALLY SHOULD .......
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7

Sally should translate .....

ask me a question or give me a topic so I can have something to talk about!

FUCK YEAH

( Siriusly! Awesome! )

So, my email isn't working haha. y!m is sporadically working, which is just FANTASTIC. Blah.

Therefore! GAMES.

1. Ask me to take a picture of anything, be it real life or on my computer.


and/or

2. Comment and I will upload a song by an artist that has the same letter as your username and/or real name.

and/or

3. MORE CONFESSIONS PLEASE

What are people's thoughts for a name mine and inarkami's and kyraensui's translation journal? :D?

ps: I'm really down at the moment, completely unrelated to recent death. I don't know what to do right now, haha. Mi sono immaginato tutto quanto ...

well, after all that anon fun, I thought I'd play my favourite

10 things to say to 10 people!

1. you getting a life has really put a hindrance in my socialisation!!!
2. sometimes you are my only connection to the real world, haha
3. I HAVE SOMETHING EXCITING TO TELL YOU ...... well, not exciting so much as wtf, but I'm sure you'll appreciate it :D
4. re: your confessional. Wow :x :x :x That's really ... yeah, intense.
5. :|
6. I wish that we could talk mooooore
7. Your life fills me with such lolz!!!! You rate yourself way to high in your importance in people's lives.
8. <333
9. Your imbalance makes me laugh
10. I am hot for you, baby

Well, really this is just an excuse for me to post a VIDEO CONFESSIONAL in the way that it's not. It took over an hour for this to upload!!! Sorry that I look so gross, I was just feeling exceedingly bored and a little by the way side. There are no redeeming factors here.

~ SO! In this day of days I am just not going to get into my real life. Today ... well. It was amazing in how bad it was. I've been writing a lot lately in my real life filter, if you want to listen to me whine, just ask, haha.



I am lamely listening to The Killers. I blame Kris Allen.

yukimura is awesome and making me icons. It makes me happy, these random acts of kindness. I wish I could just, you know, spontaneously somehow do nice things for people when they were down, ahha.

None on my messenger programs are working. My internet is capped again, speeds of 0.6kbs are not cooperative with my recovery! No one seems to be talking to me ANYWAY. I'm sorry for my emo self! I loved everyone's confessionals. People should always go back and keep writing them! I tried not to put a name to the anon part, but I also liked people who didn't bother with anonymity.

My confession: Ever since I saw Takkun rocking out on the guitar, I've been unable to think about anything else.

Another one: I may have honestly squealed out loud at Yuichi's self movie with Cheryl.

Oh, and again: Whenever Yuichi draps himself across Hiromi, I feel warm fuzzies.

Lastly: Baba, Ito-kyun and Yuichi should always hang out.

I need to make a fandom post, damnit.

How's everyone else going? Anyone going anywhere exciting for Christmas? I'm going to Sydney next weekend! Not really Christmas, but still!

ps: Masa wrote the most beautiful post ever regarding Kane's influenza. I crush so hard on him sometimes.

♥__♥

Thanks guys for these! They've been GREAT. Sometimes I can pick who they are, but for the most part I am just feeling buzzed at the random fun times. You don't need to apologise if you say something bad about me/someone else :)) That's the point of the confessionals! I'd LOVE if people would keep them coming! I've spent half the day on oxygen at the hospital (funny, FUNNY story) so I want to bring that buzzed feeling back! Alternatively, comment anonymously on this post saying something random about yourself and I will try and guess who it is!

<3~

(you know, I've been sitting in wait for something for a few days and it hasn't gone down yet. I'm wondering if it will sdgis I need some sort of open anon meme somewhere to vent)

please be answering this poll if you are interesting in the PureBOYS! Inquiring minds want to know ;D

So, y!m isn't working right now and it's making me tragic sad. Therefore I thought!

ANON CONFESSIONALS

Share your secrets!!! They don't have to be about me at all, but spill something that is either weighing on you or something you want to say to someone but can't find the way.

just because!!!!

eta: comments screened :))